Vulnerability

Song of Reference: Slow Down- India Arie

I’m okay with not being at the top, I understand crawl before you walk. But no matter how much I’ve already crawled I still feel like I’m just scooting across the floor.

Waking up every day dreading my job is not ideal. I could care less about being here, being on my own, and being this unhappy. Who said independence is what equates to happiness. Codependence is a part of happiness and does not take away from us captaining our own emotions. Many times, it can bring even more strength.

Allowing myself to be vulnerable enough to let someone see who I really am would be so empowering and freeing. No longer needing to wear a facade and put on a show would be refreshing. It's so unfortunate that I feel as though I've built some relationships based upon a romanticized version of myself. 

~XOXO Lyric