Could It Be...

Song of Reference: Could It Be I'm Falling in Love- The Spinners

Could it be I'm falling in...

Or is it just another trick,

sick joke;

my heart has conjured

as a coping mechanism for my brain.

Because we just don't want

to admit that, you are only here for the physical

side of things and the I love you's are only

formalities, it's proper etiquette

per say.

And we're in this thing called

a relationship 

and you consider yourself

a gentleman. 

So it's only right that you make me feel like

your lady and whisper to me sweet nothings.

But see, that only happens when you're

between my legs

and they ask me why I stay, every excuse that I give 

doesn't even feel right.

But then I feel so indencent

for even thinking about defaming 

us. 

It would just be so classless and you love saying

our love is so

classic.

Like holding open doors and pulling out chairs but

Could it be I'm falling...

into remembering unprecedented memories 

because I don't recall you ever doing any of those things 

for me.

And maybe 

it could be that we just have this unspoken understanding. 

Where we play these roles 

just as long as we don't ever truly

mean what we're reading off

these scripts.

Because that would be just too heavy for our hearts

to handle and no one,

ever wants to admit, that

it could be I'm falling in love.

Because then that would mean I would actually

have to commit.

Step off the stage

remove the mask and openly admit

that, the only reason they question

my position, is because I'm the reason

we have so many problems

and I just don't know if I'm ready

to truthfully say, that they're all right.

I don't need all those things that use to bring me joy

because

I've fallen in love.  

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